2012 closing another chapter.

Okay so I know there's still 2 months left of the year but looking at what I haven't achieved and the time that I have wasted, makes me realise what life is.. and how fast it can just go by without you noticing. Looking back on the year makes me really open my eyes, I'm so disappointed in myself for not achieving what goals I had set before I arrived here, I'm even going to confess that I had forgotten my goals and desires for the last 6 months and just went to work getting paid $12.80 an hour -.- but then my saviour, my man(; set me straight. After looking at his own life and realising how little he had and how big he dreamed, he wants change. He wants the life that I had planned for myself before I arrived. The money, the job, the car, the house, the shopping sprees :D I know what I have to do now, but I still wish Renee McFuckingDougall didn't live so far/: I dream of a life with no worries and endless laughter but how do I live without my lovelys??! Getting back on that plane will be one of the hardest things because now I know what its like to not see your face for months on end. Which in fact I dislike a lot, I would happily kill off a couple people here so you could take their place ;D (I hope I don't kill anyone they could use that against me..)

Okay so enough of this deep thinking shit I need to get back to work,

Peace Out
Ngaire Lewis EXPOSED.

dear blog...

this is were i live now i tried to do one of those cooooool photos but this is all that came out... i took it out the front of my whare btw.... i miss everyone heaaaaaaaaps! im going crazy but its coool to be somewhere new(: it would be even better if i could share this experience with RENEE McDOUGALL! but she is off getting an education, which makes me veryvery proud of her!(: shes doing something big with her life which is AMAZING!(: gold star for that bitch! i bet its nice to know what your doing for the next 3 years, i have no idea what i'l be doing by the end of the year/: gooooooosh i hope we're not dead with all that 2012 bullshit! that would suck balls!! but if it happen it happens i dont think humans would win against a battle with mother nature, that nigger goes bonkers sometimes! hahah anywhoooooooooo.....

peace out(:

kbye

ngaire(:

new year, new country

as everyone may know i  have left my beloved New Zealand ): and everyone whom live there! Perth is very different to New Zealand not only the surroundings but the people here are very VERY different, everyone is so serious and not as laid back as NZ and there so ulgy :b haha i miss hanging out with my homies and smoking weed! the simple life was good while it lasted (17years) but now its time for all of us to grow and make our mark on the world! Renees off at uni im off to get money!(: its time to shine! im fully talking shit... so PEACE OUT!

Life without my friend

Kia Ora People of this land,

Though out my life i have always had one friend by me (i lie, since year 9) This person is NGAIRE FUCKEN LEWIS. We have done pretty crazy shit in our life and now she has left me in fucken NZ.. We have a huge list which i add use must have a look at later when i try find this list, now i have no fun  :( anyways i think im actually talking shit seeing its 12:20 am and i have to wake up at 5:fucken 30 arrrrhhh, so i thought i might share some memories of our friendship from day one to before she left :(

Miss ya hoe

k bye

Renee McFuckenDougall

Bored- bored - bored

Kia ora,

Well sadly Ngaire Lewis is soo  busy that she cant kept me entertained so i have to go on this shizznik to do something. Then i was looking through google and found some super hot HOTTIEs on that shit. For example this baby, Channing Tatum, Now gee wizz when he popped on Step up and letters to john i litterally fell in love and if Ngaire saw this as well she will def agree. The sad thing about this hottie is that

1. hes bloody Bisexual. Like WTF
2. He use to be a gay model for gay mags
3. hes now married to that chick on step up

Then i came acroos these to niggahs. Red fo and Sky blue. Now these buggers i LOVE, and once again Ngaire will def approve. Even though they may not have thoose super lushious bodys like Channing but dayuumm they have some sort of hottness about them.

1. The make the best music created ( okay maybe they arnt that good but i have never liked everysong from a band before)
2. They have a  very interesting style and i love there clothes website and wana spend every penning i have on that website.
3. They are just cool FULLStop

SO my friends this is what i like to do with my bordam while in computers while everyone is finishing there assigment and i have free time for the next week. YAY :)

Kbye

Renee

Home Grown 2011

Well the other weekend Me carl and our mates went all the way down to wellington to homegrown, was one of the best times of my life :) Kelsey and I flew down was one of the best choices of my life seeing that the drive home took just about 13 hours never will repeat that again, One thing i was kinda sad about was that i didn't find my self in  an earthquake which i kinda wanted to have a story about that for our blog :) Best bands had to be Six60, kidz of space, shapeshifter, they were AMAZING. Def will do this all again. plus i loved how that whole weekend i was Rebecca who is 18 :) soo i got to try out there mean as clubbing scene, talk about desperate people gee wizzzz
kbye
Renee

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